roll a horde (5:03:44 PM): i want you to touch me!

Anyways, today was not a great day, but it was not awful at all. I'm listening to Tegan and Sara nd arguing with Taylor that I love her, more. Today does so happen to be the healthiest or, well, least sick I have felt in a long time. Okay, a few days. I can't wait to get better and be able to see my baby, oh yes. I'm so excited. I want to go on an epic picnic even more now.

It's so difficult because throughout a regular day I am content with being no one and doing nothing. When I get this feeling.. this sense of... I'm not sure, whatever it is makes me want to do beautiful, meaningful things. I mean, maybe just do something a little decent and progress. I'm already graduating two years early and I feel like that isn't enough. Not enough at all. I want more.


I think some Jasmine Green Tea and a nice hot bath would suffice right about now. After I finish watching Chelsea Lately I will do so. Then waiting for a late night call (in a couple of hours, I guess) and off to z's. I will wake up tomorrow and repeat. Sigh, so excited.