watching dolphins in the sea. the Earth is a pretty place to be.

i haven't any clue how coherent any of these words are going to be, and i suppose i don't really care. mostly i'm just full of so much 'feeling', and i just need to get it out. no, that's not even it? i never keep things to myself. i'm constantly being open with my feelings to others, even to the most hurtful degree, which is a fault of mine at times.

these past eight months have been fucking crazy. since ags, i haven't been the same person. i discovered a completely different side of myself, and it largely impacted the rest of my life. i don't have friends from cabot anymore, really. i mean, those of you that i chill with/want to chill with, yeah, i dig you. but you're all just cabot people to me. you're not sacred. you're impure, in my mind.

i need someone that can call my bullshit. there is so much of it. but really, all in the same, there isn't. i'm an honest person. i just honestly get fucking confused and hurt sometimes. i'm not even hurt right now, in fact, i dont think i have encompass the capacity to be capable of being hurt... sigh.



i just really miss writing. and photos.