The First Day of My Life

Of course the day after I say I don't want to post anything any longer, my feelings clutch a hold of me and drive me wild. Lately everything has been an inanimate blur, I don't remember much at all. Everything I know is gray and I'm losing my necessary beliefs. I guess each person comes to this sort of crossroad in their existence. I leave in 6 days. I leave in 6 days to go on an epic escapade filled with new strangers, new clouds, a new view, and I hope to God, a new me. My body feels euphoric. Excuse me, I think I'm going to go grasp onto this feeling a while.