I Suggest You Do Not Trust People and I Am 100% Person

I have been sitting idly here for the past fifteen to twenty minutes trying to get myself to write something, but dreading it all the same. I am tired of feeling little itty bitty. I don't even consider my headache a headache anymore because it just feels normal. Crying comes hard for me, I can't make myself do it. I tried. Everything is okay, but I'm not happy.