3/17/2009

I Have Nothing Productive To Say

I went out and had a good, good time tonight. I have nothing to talk about or report about or even really communicate my feelings on. I'm lost, so beautifully lost and I'm very happy with this. Right now I feel nothing and I feel I could make it without anyone... this is not true, I would not want to have to do this, but at this moment I feel I could do that. It is what matters.

My 2 year old sister is in the hallway going back and forth crawling atop my father's back saying "Meeeeoooow"

Anyways, I feel better since hanging out with Taylor.. I know this seems correlated with Matt's hangage with Grant, but it's not haha. I just feel so fucking alive when I'm with her fucking vibrant personality. omg wtf I just can't idk wuuuut. I feel so young, so pure = )

tehkelsinatorz (10:01:13 PM): thanks for hanging out with me tonight
ughhhhelfrich (10:01:39 PM): thanks for being the shit


Oh I'm going to do math, soon. Lol my thoughts are so fucking jumbled. I have to get myself together, fucking quick.

I'm hanging out with Matt and, hopefully, Amanda, too. After school should be fun.
I feel queezy. I feel fucking disgusted when I think about certain things. Fuck.

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