The girls just left and Emily is in the shower. I had frosted flakes this morning and they tasted so good. Watched Into the Wild last night, like Emily and I always do and fell asleep, like we always do to the middle of that lovely movie. I feel so... nostalgic. I don't know what has come over me lately but after the fifth time of my love asking me why I was so 'zoned out' last night I decided some things need to change, yet again. Oh bother. It's okay.
Tonight I don't know what I am doing and I like that. I think maybe I will ask Matthew to accompany me at my house and if he has other plans I will let it be! I would like to feel good, even if it is not with someone I love. I would like to just, feel.
I sincerely ponder why I don't feel someone rubbing their fingers all around my skin, holding my flesh as if it means the world to them. I don't understand... I guess I don't have the right necessities to have that done, huh? I just want feeling, touching, breath on my neck. I guess last night kind of made that clear. I need something living, breathing, loving. We both live and breathe, but do you love me?
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i just remembered...that, you live really really close to me.
ReplyDeleteyou still live, like, right....in front of magness, right?