I need a quick fix. I need a fix, quick.

I have sat at home all day and been completely useless /sigh. It's a burden to breathe and my head feels as if it's going to pop any time in the near future. Green Jasmine Tea and Dido are the only things keeping me sane as of now. I am definitely out for the rest of the week and I'll see how things are after that. I... hate... being.... useless. I stopped smoking on Sunday and that doesn't help much at all. What the fuck.

Sadly the people that are the closest to me piss me off the most. I'm not going to sit and pretend I love every human I come in contact with, I certainly don't. But I do have a select few that help me to maintain a certain level of... happiness. I don't know where I was going with this, but I think this sickness will provide a much needed break. From everyone. Yeah. Sure.