And we have crashed her party

Tonight I remembered a lot of things. Why I love who I love, why I shouldn't take for granted the people I love, why things don't fucking matter. I just, I'm happy not knowing some things and I'm happy not being that annoying, giggly ex girlfriend. I'm happy with not needing to be around a lot of people all the time. I am happy that I can sit and be decent with other decent people. So many things make me happy and I am only beginning to realize. I'm just now learning to be honest with myself. I am completely content with the fact that I have my own standards and my own way of doing things. I would also like to say this is not directed towards anyone, just an collections of my recent thoughts, y'kno. I mean, no hard feelings. Goodnight.